life is good, oh so good.

minus my brother in law leaving for Egypt and being gone for 14 months, my sister becoming the clean freak, my rent being upped, my hours being cut back, and having to tell my manager whom has become a good friend that im quitting in January for an internship....look out design world your finest is about to arrive.

well i finally built up enough courage to look at my grades. ( for anyone that doesnt know im an inter. design major- it's suicide on paper really) and since this semester was so hard for me i really havent wanted to look. i worked to fucking hard on those project to get anything other then an A. besides who wants to me let down? and that is why i am pleased to announce that........

the world still turns the same way and treats the hard workers like crap, yes its true i got all B's in all of my classes..........

                                       pardon me while i whip my tears away

graduation already- can't believe its been a year since i graduated. the first year is scary and goes by fast i hope youre ready for it. let's see what is new with me

well finals are over and i can now start to make money so i can eat again! YEAH! food is good. yea the last week of school for me was hell i was trying so hard to finish up all my class projects  and work and pay for bills while struggling financially. to sum it all up i was at kinko's at quit literally 3 am and so anxious to eat my taco bell the i ate part of the rapper.

it's funny because when people  talk to me about inter design as a major, i dont think they are really ready for me to tell them the honest truth. and the truth is as long as you love coffee and popcorn and yet hate sleep you'll do great! but if you require at least 6-7 hours of sleep a night forget about it.

another realization is i now understand why my dad wears dark purple lenses in his glasses staring at a white surffice for hours hurts the eye balls. so that's why i have decided that i am going to get colored lenses in my glasses. but the question remains what color do I get? and i wants yalls inputt. should i keep with dads tradition and go with a dark purple or some other color. what do you think....tell me im actually listening.

so yea thats pretty much it...oh and of course Robert and i are still doing awesome. and my best friend in the whole world just graduated and i couldnt be more proud of her even though i didn't get to go...stupid job. just wanted you to know lil turbo-YOURE AWESOME!

peace out...(said in a Napolian Dinomite slang)

new entry folks

hello again out there. heres what i've been up to... just the otherday i went and hung out with my best friend katie we had a blast catching up and plan on continueing to meet up regularly. On friday i went to the Plano East Senior Softball game and was taken way back when i realzed it had already been a year since i was in those shoes. this has been on my mind alot latley. One years time has gone by in a blink. It amazed me on how many people recognized me, they would come up to me and ask me the same question " so where are you playing?" and i got the same disappointment on everyones face when they heard my anwser "...i'm not.." but what im doing now makes me so happy to go and undo everything now would be...wrong, this is who i really want to be.
anyways on a different note i have been really sick the past couple of days...which has felt like weeks. so far i have missed 2 days of work and didnt go to school today. i got a really high fever saturday night/morning and went to the doctor that afternoon. they ran some test took my blood which was scary and came back with nothing....great! they said that it wasnt entirely the flu but not exactly a bacterial infection either. so now im extremely drugged up and in pain. despite my illness i have to continue working on all my final projects. which is tuff.

well i have to go lay down before my head spins off and i fall over.

love will provale